B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L. To Me

Holla!!!!

2010-02-22T14:53:00.002+08:00

Yesssssh!

Long time no update....

So here goes!

I LOVE YOU!!!!!

You've been pestering me to update. N this post is especially meant for you, Mr Fiance.

It's WEDNESDAY

2009-10-28T09:05:00.001+08:00

I misses boyfriend

And so I confess....

2009-09-23T14:46:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, or maybe most of the time, I'm so pissed off with my work! It's not that I hate it. No. It's just that people lurrrves to make things complicated. They really take you for granted. If you make the effort to help them, they'll start asking for more...

It's like you give them rice, they ask for salmon. They'll make use of your generosity and kindness to benefits them more than they deserves. Enough of it! I'm sick of helping too much. What you ask, is what you'll get.

A quote from a colleague - "Don't take my kindness as a weakness."

Recently, the ex has been contacting me through Myspace this year. I really don't know why he's contacting me again after all these years. I don't even know how he manage to get in contact with me in the first place. I know I was harsh. Yes, at that point of time I wanted to focus on my studies coz I want to show THEM that I can succeed in life even though I was stereotyped just because I was born in Indonesia, and my mom is an Indonesian, you can just discriminate us? WTF lah kan.

And moreover, I just don't find him right for me. We have secrets here and there though we were together for quite some time. I hardly knows about his background. We contact each other once in a while.... Somehow, I can say I barely know him.

He added me in Friendster, I have yet to accept. The conversation he asked me through Myspace, I reply him directly. He wants to get in contact with me back, I told him we are already in contact. When he said that wasn't what he meant, and left me his phone no, I went hiatus. I went hiatus on him twice, he send me another mail.

Currently, I receive another mail. From him. Asking for forgiveness, Coz it's Syawal.... I already forgiven him for any wrongdoing, I already halal-fied his meals. I've no grudges against him.

I was ready to reply him for the forgiveness and hopes he forgives me too.
The last sentence. The very last sentence of his makes me hold back.

To people, it's nothing offensive, nothing so serious. But if you know how to read between the lines, you just know..... Because of that, I dare not reply to him.

I told boyfie regarding this. I don't want him to be out of the loop. I don't want to be sneaking his back. So far, he understood me. He was there with me when the ex was waiting for me under my block. He was the one who told me let bygones be bygones.

Well, whatever the intention of the ex, as long as he's not back to take 'revenge' on me, I'm happy with my life now.

p/s: 2 more months for you to wear your dream watch.... Persevere.

To Whoever Reading This

2009-09-22T10:54:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya!!!!

In any case that the content of my blog, or my speech prick and hurt the slightest feeling of yours, eventhough I not refering to you (case cubit peha kanan, peha kiri terasa sakit), minal aidin wal faizin, mohon maaf lahir & batin.

p/s: I got to know, infact, boyfie did read my blog... Happy tak terangkat uh!!! So all this while, every single sentence I mention abt him, he indeed know. Kembang kuncup ar dianya eh! hehehe...

I love you.

Jom tengok wayang???

Finally....

2009-09-11T14:46:00.002+08:00

Yahoooo.....!!!!

I no longer feel the pain I felt in the early days of Ramadhan.
Since Wednesday, I nolonger feel fatigue, nausea, giddy or watever I felt before!
It's a good thing! I need not need to go to the toilet every now and then just to freshen up myself.

I now feel perfectly fine.
It's a breeze!!!

Thank God.
Alhamdulillah....

Btw, I still havn't get my baju raya....
Left 8 more days to Syawal....

Waiting for Iftar

2009-09-07T14:24:00.001+08:00

This year's fasting month is so much different than those I've gone through...
The feeling of nausea will evades me after 12 noon. And it'll stay there till 6pm. Seriously, I don't really know the cause of this.
Blame it on the drugs I've been taking? Well, maybe... But I've stopped for 3 days already, and the feeling is still there.

It's like a serious headache and pressure around your neck, When I tilt my head upwards, the feeling of vomiting will starts to conquer.
Recently, I've been seeing doctor quite often, over just a small flu or cough (which we never know, maybe it's H1N1) and mainly for the MCs I'm entitled to.....

This year's fasting month, I can feel the hunger and the energy being drained away from my body. It's really a new thing from me, for the fact that I started fasting at the age of 1yr+...
I don't really feel this hungry before. I don't really feel this suffering before.
To me, fasting is just, nothing... Until now.

I've been complaining this to boyfie. Thank you Allah, for giving me an understanding man in my life, who I pray to spend my eternity with. Amin.
He do understand that sometimes I'll get gastric. The worst gastric happened when we went for our first NDP Preview. I was in so much agony. I keep on scolding him over the slightest sentence he speaks. Mom, adik and especially him, told me to eat something but at that moment of time I just can't. Blame it on the goodie bag coordinator for not supplying enough food! There's no stall that opens at the Marina Platform, unlike Kallang, and it's difficult to bring in food BECAUSE, you need to do this scanning thing and everything we brought needs to be scan. Imagine I brought in say, ice kacang and I need to place it at the scanning belt... Wohooo! the belt will be wet la kan! As soon as the event ends, I think everyone else was scrambling for the nearby food stall.

I'm getting out of track here.....
Back to fasting...

Well, I still don't know what's the reason.
Probably it's due to staying in an enclosed room for too long, or staring at the computer screens without resting, or the air-condition and ventilation sucks, or I'm getting too much radiation from the computers around me...
I just don't know.

And now, my back hurts and I feel like the balls of my eyes dying to get out from its socket. My shoulder seems very heavy and I feel that someone is strangling my neck.

Whatever this is, it's new to me. I never felt like this before...

By the way, I'm not looking forward to the 1st day of Syawal, after the forgiveness from the parents. I just hates going to my dad side!!!! Period.

I'm not in the mood....

2009-08-24T15:15:00.003+08:00

If you read my post, you'll notice that this post is my 2nd post for the day.

It's Monday and I really have no slightest mood to work. I've been surfing, and surfing since I enter this office...

And I finally get to read my latest novel during lunch.

Wanna know why I can't seems to bring myself to START working? Well, it's due to:

1. I'm not feeling well
2. My nose itches
3. I'm having headache
4. I'm 'fasting' when actually I'm having my period NOW!
5. I want to grab something to eat, but hates the gossips that will surfaces
6. It's Monday, and Monday blues will only attack on Monday
7. I was excited to receive my health report today
8. Now I'm worried sick of my health
9. I miss my bed
10.I can't wait to 'buka puasa'

ps: I think I need to buck up on my work.... How ironic huh?

And Finally...

2009-08-24T08:40:00.004+08:00

I've decided, I'm not going to upgrade my phone now because every mobile shops I go, people are buying Omnia 2. It seems to be the recent heat.

Well, I just think that one fine day, when the season tends to fade, everyone will be replacing their Omnia 2 thus, the market value will drop.

As for Touch Diamond 2, the reason why I decided not to grab it is because it is claim that Omnia 2 seems to be better.

Maybe, just maybe, if i got enough cash to splurge, I might just get my dream phone... I can't afford to splurge that much now coz the price is super rocket high ok...!

Oh! And guess what, 1st of ramadhan, flu catches up with me. Like finally...!

Looking at the weather this morning, and the feel of the newly changed bedsheet, I'm thinking of taking MC for tomorrow.... hehehe!

Cravings.....

2009-08-20T16:39:00.011+08:00

Samsung Omnia 2

HTC Touch Diamond 2

Which is more tempting???

Aiyo yo yo yo....

2009-08-12T17:28:00.002+08:00

Alamak.....!!!!

Just when I thought I've bought everything for my snack stash, I have to finish it all by next week!

Puasa sak!

TOTALLY forgotten!!!
Damn!

Once Upon A Time....

2009-08-11T16:48:00.003+08:00

I remember when I was younger, I was chubby. Yes... Chubby and weighing with a maximum of 54kg...

The transition from sec sch to poly makes me loose weight. Thanks to the part time work, the 'touring' of the new school and the numerous camping trips.

And look at me now, as slim as ever, as gorgeous as can be... I'm oh-so-healthy.

Now, a shoutout to the babes that called me fat "Hey babe... Now who's fatter than who huh?"

Oh! Another story is about a friend of mine. His name is Kenny. He personally ask me to write about his life, from a thin, handsome boy to a fat, chubby man.

The reason he told me is because "I gt mom who cook like a chef and a gf who always never finishes her food"

To me, both looks suits him.... =D

p/s: I 've deactivated my tagged and wayn. I guess I just find them useless, providing me with no benefits...

Cereal Prawns

2009-08-04T10:43:00.003+08:00

Yummmm....!

A bowl of cereal prawns (all to myself, of course) would probably make me the happiest person in town...!!

Pardon me, cereal prawn is my FAVOURITE dish.... apart from the other many favourite dishes in my list.

For some reason, it hurts.

2009-07-21T11:16:00.004+08:00

I've been having this vision lately. Maybe images to be more precise and it's stuck in my head, the whole day...! Bothering? YES!!!

It goes something like this...

" A lovely couple finally got married to each other. Both are doing fine and well so far. The lady is working office hours and so is the guy, only that he have to do OT 5times a month. So, when you work OT, no money will be paid, instead, time, to be taken within that month alone.

One of the husband parent are not as healthy as before, so the parent needs to go for 'treatments'. This illnesses started when this couple is still a couple. Understanding the situation, the lady still marries the guy. So, before marriage, the OT time is taken to accompany his parent for the treatment. Or if he cannot make it, then the siblings will send.
Oh! please note that the husband thinks that the 18 days leaves are very very precious... And should not be taken at any time, except for SERIOUS emergencies. REALLY serious emergencies. If not, then it'll be at the very end of the year, when the leave will 'expire'.

One day, the wife got pregnant. Everyone was overjoyed, of course. She definitely needs to go for checkups right? So she made the very first appointment. She told her husband that she needs to go for the checkup and ask if her husband wishes to come along. Well, unfortunately, he got to work on that day and the OT time-off is used up for the parent. Therefore, she goes alone.

When she came back, she told the husband everything, and the schedule of the next checkup. He agrees to tag along. Time past fast, the next checkup came fast too. The husband can't make it. He's saving the time-off to accompany his parent for the treatment. She felt guilty. She never want to troubled anyone, including her parents, cos she knows that her parents wouldn't want to accompany her too. Therefore, she goes alone, again.

Time after time, checkups after checkups, she went alone. While waiting for her turn to be called, she recall back the past. She remembered him said, "Insyallah I'll accompany you for the checkups. My parents should know that." When she looked up, her number was called. She stood up and walked. Halfway to the door, everything went blank.

The next thing she know's, she's lying in a bed with the husband and both side of the parents beside her. One of the guy parent said in concern, "You shouldn't tire yourself. At least, you should tell your husband that you are going for the checkup so he can send you. At least this kind of thing won't happen". The next thing she knows, tears was rolling down her cheeks. "

Who is to blame in this story?? Having this images over and over again makes me sick.
Sick to the core!

Second Day Of The Week

2009-07-20T18:27:00.003+08:00

I'm tired...
Very tired....
Super tired....

It's already 6.35pm...
Everyone already left...
I'm still in office...

Boyfie isn't here yet...
How not to be tired???

Wedding Season

2009-07-13T14:57:00.001+08:00

Recently I notice, alot of my friends are hitched or are getting hitched.

Here and there, wedding bells everywhere.
I taste, I eat, Nasi minyak and Shark fins.
YUMMY!!!

When's my turn??

Don't know.

< period >

Thinking.... Thinking....

2009-07-09T14:36:00.004+08:00

Hmmm..... What should I blog today??

Lets see. Urmm.... I can't think much when I'm hungry you see. My breakfast today is just a packet of Apollo wafer biscuit and teddy biscuit. Not much food left though.

That's it! I'll blog about my snack stash!

Currently what's left in my drawer are my Van Houten white chocolate, choco mint, corntos, coco puffs, pola snack (you know, the potato snacks in shapes of seal, sea gull, and other sorts of animals. I don't really notice the rest coz before I can really look, it'll all be in my mouth =_=" ), few packets of instant noodles (whenever I'm lazy to walk out for lunch, and usually it's all other days except Saturdays and Sundays. AND it's CHEAPER than cup noodles hokey! I know, cheapo!), and other miscellaneous items (sun biscuit, asams and sweets... Which are not halal and not bought by me, thank you. They are all the souvenirs by colleagues. Somehow, I'm trying to get the time to throw it out).

It's not much left actually.... So, I'll be topping up soon, I hope.
Lets see what I should add in my 'grocerry' list:

- canned tuna
- cup noodle (in case I got lazy to cook the packet ones)
- jamSSS (Skippy and Nutella, is 2 enough...? hehe)
- bread (what would jam be without bread, duh!
- chicken franks? (and packet chilli sauce?? then can make it into hotdog bun...!)
- urmmm..... the list is still going...
- double decker chicken crackers
- tea bags!!!
- biscuits
- kerepek tempe!! (and sambal belacan... SHIOK!!!!)
- chocolate wafers

Notice that I don't include drinks that much? Well, there's a drink maker in the pantry, where all you need is just a cup (I'd prefer BIG cup). Just press what you want and ta-dah..... It's done! Just choose what you feel like drinking on that day, be it mocha, milo, tea, teh tarik, cappucinno or just black coffee... It's free! And if you want cold drinks, just go to the vending machine and insert your coins...

I don't drink cold drinks that much though. The aircondition here is super cold. You literally need 2 layers of thick clothing to stay warm... If I were to drink something cold, in anytime you can see my goosebumps popping out like a porcupine. Unless the aircon is broke down, then that'll be another story.

If one day, my list were to include 'CANNED SARDINE', it'll be 'canned sardine, rice, rice cooker, onions, red chilli, kailan, frying pan, olive oil..... the list continues.....'

< PEACE OUT >

PS: SOMEONE OWE ME FERRERO RONDNIOR THIS MONTH!!
(pardon me, but I have to have this in BOLD and CAPS)

I wonder

2009-07-08T09:41:00.001+08:00

I just got to know that International Youth Day is celebrated on 12th August.

Apparently, my birthday falls on that EXACT same date....!
No wonder I always feels young every single time my birthday is celebrated.

So people, lets celebrate my birthday more alright! So we can feel young and youthful all the way. heheheh...!

I wonder, will I still feel young when I'm 40...? Hmmm... Well, lets come back to it in say, 20 years later. Hah!

As Time Goes By...

2009-07-07T11:08:00.003+08:00

~ Seems like boyfie isn't as excited as I am. ~

AND I've finally reach my 100th post... Wohoo!

Dear bloggie.....

2009-07-06T12:12:00.006+08:00

Phew! Like finally.... I blogged!

The lazy-syndrom has been attacking me all this while. I'm just SOOoooo lazy lah.

Alot of event has past by, how I wish I can capture it all. To me just taking out the electronic gadget and clicking the 'capture' button is so troublesome. I prefer to pose though.

I guess first thing first... Retrieving all those pics taken from someone elses memory will indeed be first. If not, how am I suppose to update right?? Next on list will be changing this blog layout and updating what's suppose to be updated. And AFTER that, comes FB.... Everyone has been uploading their pics and tagging me at the same time, so can I count that as updating too? Hmmm...

How I wish I'm so pious to update all that is happening to me. How I wish that to turn on that silly computer of mine is like a ritual of wearing my clothes every single day. I'm updating this in office fyi. Waiting for me to update at home is the same as waiting for a cow to lay an egg... Well, maybe not so extreme. But you know what I mean.

Well then, I guess that's that. Now it's back to work.

~ Toodles

I WAS AWAY

2009-06-01T15:30:00.003+08:00

FOR A VERY LONG TIME.....

AND I'M PROCEEDING TO THE NEXT PHASE OF MY LIFE

Once Upon a Time

2009-04-15T08:59:00.004+08:00

There's this bitch intern
Who stares at people
As if she owns the place

Who stares at people
As if she got the power to make the world crumble upon her feet

Who stares at people
As if they are creatures

Who steres at people
As if they have two heads and she has one

Holla to that BITCH INTERN.
"You ain't somebody yet. Stop staring at people as if your dad owns the company, Coz hell, this company ain't his and everyone knows that.
Oh! and stop thinking that you are MEDUSA. For the longest time, no one will ever turn to stone when they see your stare."

The most IMPORTANT thing I need to do

2009-03-30T14:49:00.005+08:00

See that tummy!
HAHAHAHA! I know.

PERIOD!

I'm feeling very weird

2009-03-16T09:55:00.002+08:00

I just don't know why am I feeling like this...
The feeling of PMS plus bad butterfly in the tummy and additional tingling feelings at the end of the fingers which gives a bad vibe....

Is it due to Ms RED is around the corner? Or because I'm just not well...? Or probably its school holidays and I want holidays? Or Monday blues? OR IS IT JUST ME?

Everything about today just don't feels right...
Starting from early in the morning, my alarm clock doesn't goes off. Next, the way I wear doesn't feels right. Then boyfie came, I did give him the morning smile and greeting that I usuallly does. Infact, I give him a sulky-ugly-woogly face! After that, my breakfast is tasteless....

DAMN I hate the feeling!

One of The MOST Eventful Day of My Life

2009-03-04T11:39:00.002+08:00

It starts with Monday, the first day of the week, the blues day, the draggy day.
Let me elaborate in point form.

1. Otw to work, at the exit of BKE, riding bike with him. A bird pass by me, relieve itself while flying, and the remains splats on my visor... Thank you HELMET!

2. Went to toilet just before lunch. And I tore my pants. Luckily there's a spare safety pins. PERIOD!

3. Otw home, it was jam and the sky grew dark. Boyfie trying to move to the shoulder. HARDLY any car gave way.

4. Drizzling. Manage to stop aside and was trying to put on our raincoats. In a second, heavy downpour. FULLY SOAKED head to toe.

5. At shell, refilling petrol. Boyfie closes the cap, shook his bike, petrol spills out. Splattered to my favourite heels and my leg SMELLS petrol.

See what I meant as in EVENTFUL....

Justin Farewell Dinner

2009-02-27T16:06:00.004+08:00

Well, this bastard colleague only stayed for less than a year and yup, he's leaving his baby and his gay friend behind.
All the best to u...!
Please feel free to visit us as much as you want. Especially lunch hours. And bring your car along. I wanna test drive.

Today is TODAY

2009-02-18T14:58:00.002+08:00

Mom & Dad is back form honeymoon.
Boyfriend's bike is in the workshop.
Brother is lazy to go to school.
I'm tired,
Coz Miss Red is here.

What Did I filled My Valentines Day With?

2009-02-16T09:59:00.003+08:00

With tons of strawberries
And cars
And test drives
And Pasir Ris Park
And KFC
AND HIS FAMILY

Updates, updates & updates

2009-02-06T09:25:00.011+08:00

Holla....!!
People says that pictures says a thousand words. I'm a believer of that...
SO here goes people!

Old office cum Shifting

Temporary Holding Area

Renovated Office

Shifting To New Office

NEW SET OF PC!

Christmas Eve Gathering

New Year Eve

There you go people.....
More updated will be posted... Soon....

Outrageously outrageous!

2009-01-07T11:43:00.003+08:00

This is too much....!
WAY too much!

Not updating my own blog for say, 2 month is definitely outrageous!
Blame me for being too busy spending time with him...

Will update soon...(I hope so)

Oh, though it's kind of late AND before I'm 'too busy' again,
Happy New Year everyone.
Have a great year ahead!

Am I too fast right now?

2008-11-20T11:50:00.003+08:00

I think I worked just a little too fast.
I finish all of my submissions and now, literally have nothing to do...
And that's why I can blog, in this period, at this time, in this office!

Maybe when Ho Peng comes back, I'll have tons of things.

But as for now....
Its back to
TIFFANY & CO.
and
CARTIER

Or maybe early lunch...

It's Been A While

2008-11-19T15:59:00.004+08:00

How long was I gone??
Hmmm....
Indeed quite long. Couple of weeks I presume.

Well, the reason is simple. I was freaking BUSY and plainly LAZY. hah!
Lots of things happened of course. For instant, the Subaru Challenge, the hari raya celebrations, the colleague wedding, the Halloween, the Zoo, the Night Safari, the arguments, the happy times, the Timezone, the I-spend-too-much-money-on-that-books hobby, the twin-cycle ;P and the whatever-else.

Currently work is ubberly hectic and stress. I know it might sound so wrong BUT, I'm so in love with it! WOhooo!!!
HQ is under going a renovation and soon it'll be my office.
AND I'll get a new workspace! I just joined and I get a new workspace! How cool is that! And the concept is a modern design. With hint splash of colour.
I'm not sure if we'll be having different colour scheme, I hope it's not. HR is lime green, maybe ours too. OR maybe, just maybe its 'baby blue' or 'soft purple' or maybe 'FUCHSIA'. HAH!!!
Well, lets just wait and see.

P/S: Hey Mr I-fall-in-love-with-you-again! You owe me a horror movie!

Once upon a time

2008-10-27T14:24:00.006+08:00

Once upon a time,
I had a boyfriend who thinks he's a cat.

He went missing for one month
And came back to me after that.

I look him in the eye and told him straight,
"I don't want you back and that's that. "

Moral of the story:
Girls, you deserves way better than that.
Guys, you have a higher dignity than that of a cat.

TAKE CARE!

BRING IT ON...!

2008-10-13T17:36:00.002+08:00

Testing my stress level huh?
Going over my limits?

HAH...!!
Bring it to me baby.
I ain't going to surrender.
I ain't going to give up.

The tougher the challenge, the harder I laugh.
Just so you know, no one is bringing me down.

When you give me those super huge, super confidential, super tough project, you are indeed saying that I'm capable. If not why in the world you'd give me those stuff, right?
Hah!

Its all about YOU

2008-10-09T16:38:00.004+08:00

Alright!
I know the previous post was really full of emotions.
And as for this post, still emotional, yet it clarifies everything.

Since I'm in office and just waiting for the clock to strike 6, lets BLOG!!!
Well.....
Lots of things happened during the month of Ramadan.
Maybe a blessing in disguise. Maybe it's just me. Hah!

One whole month. One whole month people!
Everything revolves around me too fast.
First it was the training, then the conflict, then the office thingy, then the.....
The list goes on and on. Bottom line is, there are lots of things... ! Some things are meant to be known, and some... maybe to be known discreetly. I really hate to think about it.

It went too fast, I can't catch up.
The further I go, the further it seems to be.
It's a never ending story.
Just like life. Even before you are born and even after your death, people will still talk about you. Be it good or bad, happy or sad.

Anyway..... Lets not talk about the not-so-sour stuffs.
AND LETS TALK ABOUT THE WEIRD AND FUN STUFF...!!!

WSQ was super duper fun. The people, the WSQ itself, it was one of the most memorable thing to do during working life. check out my facebook to see all the pics ya!

AND, recently I cut my hari short and give it some colour to make it radiant. Guess what people comment?
"You look different. Did you do something?"
Here I thought it's so obvious, yet, hahaha....
And someone say I look 'weird and funny' and actually what she referring was 'different'. Steph.... You owe me tat!

This hari raya is the start of me giving green packets. You know, usually it's receiving, now it's GIVING! Hah....!!!! It's fun, and I'm enjoying it. =D
I'm going raya this coming Sunday. Lets hope the best for the weekends. Let the sun shines bright...!

With that, I end this post.
I think this is one of my longest post since urmmm.... Hah! Since donkey years!

AND....

YOU there! I know you are reading this, so hear me well and hear me good.
Take care alright. You are injured, and THAT leg needs a rest. Maybe that accident has its purpose, or what Malay called it as RAHMAT

P/S: I Love You

To ALL...

2008-09-30T11:57:00.004+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

AND
Happy belated birthday Jane!
Happy birthday in advance Ellie!

I CRY

2008-09-23T18:21:00.002+08:00

Sometimes,
I said to myself

"Lia, don't cry. At the end of the day you'll still die. You won't bring the heart pain from living on earth to the after life. Stop bothering what others might think of you. Even if that person is someone dear to you. Believe in Allah, who will guide you through even the hardest times. And don't forget Allah even the slightest second."

With just that, it enlightens my heart and soul, making a much stronger Muliani.

I hate you but STILL....

2008-09-22T09:57:00.002+08:00

Just one thing people...
Only one thing that I really despise through my whole life...

BEING COMPARED

Come on. Tell me who in this f***ing world is similar.
Not even twins or triplets or whatever is similar damn it!

YOU, of all people compare me with someone only half related to you.
YOU, of all people that I love can think this way about me.
YOU, of all people just don't dare to say it infront of me for my mistakes.
YOU, of all people always tries to hurt me so deep by indirectly using some other example as a shield
YOU...!!! OF ALL PEOPLE!

GOD knows how I really hate you so much.
And God knows that at the same time, I really love you.

2008-09-05T15:40:00.001+08:00

Your words hurt me too deep
I need time to cool down and think

Your trust is going away
And I don't know what to say

Tired

2008-08-31T19:24:00.004+08:00

I'm tired.
Just so tired.
The thought of it just makes me brain-dead.
The feeling just makes me sad.

I need to think about myself for once!

PERIOD.

You are Missed

2008-08-24T16:57:00.003+08:00

Gosh!!!
How I miss you terribly.
I swear I miss you.
I miss you so much!

I swear I miss climbing!

Time IS PRECIOUS

2008-08-23T12:37:00.004+08:00

Since I started working, this blog of mine seems to be hybernating...
I apologise for the infrequent updates.

Had induction programme at work.
Get to do lots of networking...
It was fun.

Soon will be my WSQ.
DURING PUASA.....!
Just hope I won't get too exhausted with it.

Oh, and this years birthday was super nice!
Thanks all for the wishes and greetings and gifts and at least remembering it was my day...
Thank you.

Btw, this is my workplace....
Please do visit alright....

All I Want for Birthday

2008-08-12T11:27:00.009+08:00

All I want for my birthday this year is
Something so special
Something so darling
Something so magical
Something so wonderful
Something so unique
Something so IRREPLACEABLE

All I want for my 21st birthday is

HIM

And I will be the happiest girl in the whole wide world!!!!

Happy National Day!!!

2008-08-09T17:41:00.004+08:00

Heh!
It's been awhile since I last blog.
True what others told me, NO LIFE.
What do you expect?
Starts at around 8-8.30am and ends at 5.30-6pm.
Usually met him for dinner to do some catching up.
Speaking abt him, I truely miss him right now....!!

Luckily there's a time-off for National Day Holiday!
I took 11/08 pm because almost everyone in my office is taking off that day, and 14/08 pm coz I plan something special for him...!
And anyway, we tend not to use up the morning time that wisely. So afternoon it is!

Oh! And payday falls on my birthday! How cool is THAT huh....!!!
I think I'll be splurging it just a little bit. hee...
Sorry love. I just can't help it.

Mom just remind me to come home early on that day. Guess she has something in her mind. And I just can't take off on that day coz my sweet-sweet Miss Perlin forces me to come for work.
Heh. She's my next door neighbour you see. Perlin and me just clicks.

Ouh!
My head appoints me to be the support officer for 2 new people coming in this month and the month after.
BUT, I don't know what is the responsibility of a support officer.
Heh!
Just need to find it our from HR coming Monday.
So far, she's ok. I kind of like her.

PERIOD!

I MISS YOU

Overdue Posts...

2008-07-27T16:50:00.005+08:00

Sometimes, life can be so ironic.
I had always wanted to tour around Botanic Garden with boyfriend.
Didn't get a chance TILL now.
Literally, almost every single day I'll be there.

Got a job over there, and since it's already 3 days I'd started work, I'll post it according to the day.

SO...
Here...
Goes....

Day ONE.....

2008-07-27T16:50:00.004+08:00

Set my alarm at 5.15am...
Yet, I snoozed it so many times ended waking up at 6am.
Getting up early in the morning is so dreadful for me!!!

SO...
I got ready, went out together with this brother of mine.
I really thought I'd be late. FIRST DAY LATE!!!
HAH! What would others think of me?

So all the way to the MRT station, we got ourselves to brisk walk.
OH! And it was raining on my first day....!
Took the train straight to Pasir Ris, and tried talking to him in the crowded train.
Man, it was hard!
I think I looked at the watch every 5mins.
Thinking about it, actually it's the same feeling when I went to sec sch, rushing for time to prevent getting a DETENTION!
Hah... Those days are so unforgettable!

Carry on with the day, reached Queensway at probably few mins past 8. I want straight to the area near Blk 27A. Went down to the escalator, BAM! Don't know where I should wait for the bus. I was the perfect example of the proverb "fish out of water"

Called him. Tried looking at the bus signs, got really worried.
And finally, as I hang up with him, the bus arrives...
So that’s how the bus looks like!

Walked in, do the HR thingy and then just like that, I got a BUDDY!!!
Hah... Actually he's assigned to take care of me for A MONTH.
The company system is so smart in having this buddy thingy.

Let me introduce you to my BUDDY..
His name is Jia Hwa(actually I thought it's Jai Hwei)... Work at that company for 4yrs and now already a perm.
And tat's all I know. Hah!

Then, the list is like this:
1. Introduce colleagues
2. Touring the building
3. Settle me down to my temp plc(I'm replacing someone)
4. Get my stationeries
5. Meet the big bosses
6. Went for lunch with him
7. Exposing me to SBG routes so next time I won't get lost
8. Touring at SBG
9. Went in and out of CUGE and Raffles building.
10.Came back to office and read some books related to work.
11.Explaining some work related things.
12.Observing the new colleagues (hmm… good environment!)
13.HOME...!

And that’s all for the first day of work!

Day TWO….

2008-07-27T16:49:00.000+08:00

Had nothing much to do. Joined in their conversation, and heard bits here and there I’ll be assigned to the section head (formerly known as the only HEAD). Literally, I’ll be considered as her apprentice, and that’s what I’m nervous of.
Her name is Ho Peng. Though she’s old, but she’s really super cute. She was the one that interviewed me together with the director and another section head.

I just can’t wait for my training to start. Asked here and there about what my training will be, what are the modules and everything else.

Next, Jia Hwa decided to bring me to the Botanic Center for lunch. Most of the people in my department will also be going and so we decided to go together. Unfortunately, Jia Hwa was late, so the bus left without us.

End up eating at NUS canteen (again!). Chatted with Perlin & Chor Teck… Woohoo! Too many stuff is happening around me and I yet to know about it.

After lunch, get to tour around the rest of the area. Chor Teck forces me to join the sports activities and so we all tour around the places where they usually held their sports. By the time we reached office, it was already near to 3, and I’m SO happy for that!!! I mean at least I won’t be sitting in my cubicle reading books all the time… =)

The new section head (Mdm Ng) came up to me and give me some tasks (reading again). It’s a checklist. Each and every project is supposed to comply with the checklist. Literally, I almost fall asleep reading it.

Damn! When will my training starts……!!!

And finally met him after work….

Day THREE….

2008-07-27T16:48:00.000+08:00

Did nothing much except for reading, reading and more of the reading…

So far, all the colleagues are super nice and friendly; except for 1 (I’m not mentioning the name).
Get to introduce more colleagues. And I tell you, it’s so easy starting a conversation with them….

Did some readings and I ask Chor Teck to help me explain the training things. Instead, he passes me his training reading material. GOOD! More reading!

Lunch….!!! The whole clan managed to eat at Taman Serasi. I almost burnt my mouth when I ate the mee goring mama.
SUPER SPICY
Even I, who loves to eat sambal can’t take the heat….

Jia Hwa brought me to the Orchid Garden. I think it’s my first time stepping there. He told me that I won’t have any time to go to such places when my training starts. And so, he did the same thing as what his BUDDY did to him. He did some teaching along the way, introducing to different kind of plants and even sharing interesting facts.

One thing I learn from him is that our senior prime minister, Mr Lee Kwan Yew, his favorite tree is the Tembusu tree… I don’t know why, Jia Hwa also don’t know why. Ahaks!!!

We reached office at 3.15pm. Did more readings….
AND
Finally home!!!!
I mean met him… again. =)

The day I had a bad checkup and Juli had her baby boy

2008-07-18T09:38:00.005+08:00

Yesterdays' checkup wasn't the best checkup EVER...
Otw to the clinic, I got lost.
Bummer!!
The labstick was fairly ok.
Did the x-ray, my hair keeps on falling down.
Height & weight section, guess I'm kind of not in the range that my body suppose to be.

Hold on, there's more...

Eyesight!!! It's no longer a 6/6 for both. *really super sad*

And finally the best thing....
The doctor can't find my veins.
So it was stated "Unable to do blood test".
AFTER POKING ME 4 TIMES....!
Actually, after the first needle, when he pulled it out, blood was already oozing.
YET, he still insist on another 1, then shift to the left hand for another 2 pokes.

YOU think its not that painful huh?
Yeah, it's true. Not very painful.
But it's still painful ok.
GOSH!

Then went to KK and meet the pretty mummy.
Played with Aliyah for awhile, she made my day (or should I say evening).
I tell you, she's one hyperactive toddler who likes everything else except for plain water.
She went goo-goo gaa-gaa over my boyfriend, turned all excited laughing and uttering all the words she knew when she sees him.
She's a small adorable girl who loves making friend, and a big bully too... Hah!!!
Rounding all up, she's super irresistible.

Some Things.....

2008-07-11T16:08:00.007+08:00

SOME THINGS

Some things are better be the same,
Some things are better off that way,
Some things are better not to be known,
Some things are better not to be told,
Some things are better left in the heart,
Some things are better not to be touch,
Some things are better left not aid,
Some things are better left unsaid.

101 Tips To be Loyal To Your Another Half

2008-07-08T14:23:00.004+08:00

"SORRY, I'M ATTACHED"

That's the most strongest sentence a person can use to prevent any itchy pestering fleas coming between your intimate, sweet, honest relationship.

I hope it works for you.

Coz it really does works for me!

Good luck! =)

I'm DESPERATE for YOU

2008-06-29T15:21:00.006+08:00

How I miss him so much....
We barely talk on the phone anymore...
We barely see each other like we used to...

How I miss my poly life rite now.
Meeting him up every single day.
Catch up with him for lunch.
Meet him back after school.
Spend time like nobody business.

I miss you, I miss you, I miss you......!!!!

Not the day that I was hoping for

2008-06-24T15:37:00.007+08:00

Went out on last Sunday with mom n bro...
Was meant to be a shopping trip.

Went to the warehouse sale, but nothing much available.
So mom wants to go Geylang instead but bro wants to go Orchard.
Finally decided Geylang it is.

There, superirritatingasdamnhell incident happened.
1. Brother became super self-centered cos didn't get what he's searching for.
2. Made me & mom super frustrated!
3. He's sotheclevergembeng decided to take off just like that.
4. Mom n I had to catch up with him.
5. I knew I had on my idiotic fugly face.
6. What made it worse was THIS STUPIDDDDD CHINESE AUNTY IN APPROX IN HER 40s-50s LOOKED AT ME & STOPPED JUST 5cm INFRONT OF ME. SHE FINALLY GIVE ME THE 'GERMS-INFESTED-SALIVA' COUGH. SHE OPENED HER MOUTH SO BIG, DIDN'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT COVERING HER DISGUSTING MOUTH, & COUGH OUT SO HARD SO THAT HER SALIVA SPITS ON TO MY FACE. WHAT THE HELL!!!! FUC* LAH NONYAH!!! AFTER SHE TRANSFER ALL HER RESIDUE TO ME, SHE JUST WALKED AWAY AS IF NOTHING HAD HAPPENED! NOT EVEN A SORRY WAS SAID. GO TO HELL LAH!!! LUCKILY, MY PATIENCE WAS STILL UNDER CONTROL. OR ELSE I REALLY SWEAR I'D SLAPPED YOU AT THAT TIME OF POINT. PUBLIC? I DON'T CARE!

DAMN YOU LAH!!! I'll always remember your idioticuglyretarded face. One day, when I meet you again, you will be repay with my very own 'GERMS-INFESTED-SALIVA'... Or maybe someone else will be willing to do that for me... You'll never know. COS you are warn!

p/s: Kid, no matter what you do, I still loves you. Blood is way thicker than the vast area of the ocean.(Just don't ever come close to the limits)

New Link...

2008-06-15T16:55:00.008+08:00

A friend of mine just officially open up a new business.
Designing is his passion and therefore, came up with a business plan of customising shoes.
The prices are super affordable.
And the designs are NICE....!
Do check them out under my link named STYLESLIE.
Alternatively, click here STYLESLIE

Actions speaks LOUDER than words

2008-06-06T16:16:00.004+08:00

Well, since I'm not in the mood of blogging, I'll just post some of the pictures from my graduation and his. The rest of it, will be on my friendster... Do check it out friends. ;)

28 May 2008

29 May 2008

Reality Check!!! It's already OVER...

2008-05-30T08:10:00.003+08:00

DAMN!!!!
I will definitely miss those moments.
The final moments that I met them whole bunch...
Just like school life.

Honestly, yesterday was the day that I'd been looking foward to after examinations.
Being presentable, meeting them, graduation huggies, taking lots of pictures...
Been there, done that.

In the conventional centre, chat with shahidah and recalling the fun times that we had. It seems that only a few days back I enrolled to SP, went to camps, having fun with the seniors, gatherings at Sentosa, prep-camp and all...

Woke up today, and still can't believe its already in the past.
GAWD!
It's not even 24hrs since I last saw them, but already I'm missing them!!!
How I wish to turn back time, enjoying those memoriable school life and preparing myself for the only 2008 graduation for me.

And 1 thing I hate the most till now is my graduation is the final session, held in the evening...
By the time I finish my tea reception, some already left.
I did not manage to take any pictures with them.
I did took several pictures though.
Will post it soon.
And I really am greatful for the wonderful SP life I had with them...
Those memories I can never erase.
I love you all!!!

I REALLY WILL MISS THEM
Enough said
-PERIOD-

It's High, It's Good, But....

2008-05-23T09:04:00.003+08:00

No wonder all these while it's unsuccessful.
I tried my best.
Eating, finding a good exercise regime and all those...
But to no avail.

I know this sounds weird, but I want gain weight!
I started to lose weight 3-4 years back.
Up till now, it's constant.
For me, it's easier to lose weight rather than gaining it.
Then Alicia told me something that really knocks me off my balance.

I have a high metabolic rate.
I burn calories faster.
Isn't that a good news?
Yup! In the long run, its good.
But I just want to gain a few kilos.
4-5 kilos maybe?

I read from an article saying that a people having lower BMI has a higher risk of getting depression.
And I don't want that.

I'm standing FIRM

2008-05-22T07:57:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was unexpected.
Yeah, the people there are nice and friendly.
But what the heck!!!
No one warned me of anything.
Just imagine, going to a newly constructed building, checking and inspecting, wearing HEELS!!!
There's up to 6 basements. Going from one tower to another. From one building to another.
Oh!!! The elevators and escalators are still not in operation.

FUH....!!!!
Blisters babe!!!

End up went to his place, bought a new pair of pumps.
Coincidentally met Hafiz n his girl.
Shortly after that, saw the "anak datin"(MENYAMPAH!!!)
Went back to his plc wearing the new pumps, limping, and rest there till I dunno what time.
Thank you boyfriend, for the care n concern, full of understanding love.
Love you!!!

Today, I really don't feel like coming for the meeting.
My senses tells me so.
Asked for opinion from Lijun and boyfriend.
Their point of view strengthens my decision.
I'm not going.
I'm not a CHEAP LABOURER ok!!
Period.

What In The World.....??!!

2008-05-17T14:55:00.003+08:00

I'm EXTREMELY pissed off right now....!!!!

What the hell!
Up till now, I still can't get any extra invitation card for my graduation.

Idiot lah!!!

The school system sucks big time lah!!!!

Roses are Red, Pink N White......

2008-05-14T09:48:00.004+08:00

Oh boy....!

Yesterday was one of the best dates I had with you.
We talked, joked, and be lovey dovey.
Minding our own business, thinking of ourselves, we enjoyed the day.

The whole day was a smooth ride.
The weather was with us, shining so brightly, making it one of the best days of my lives....

Oh baby, how I love you so stupendeously much!!!

When's our next date sayang?

Scrunchy-Scrummy-Scruffy Everywhere

2008-05-13T09:42:00.006+08:00

I'm meeting you soon......
I'm excited...
I'm having butterflies in my stomach...

I miss you.
It's been awhile since we spend time.
And I just can't wait.

SEE YOU SOON!!!!!

I'm beginning to love this song.
Hearing it reflects something.
It reflects me.
This is me.
A feeling to You.

Just listen to it.
I'm dedicating it always for you.

2008-05-08T15:27:00.005+08:00

Super IRONIC!!!!!

Just recover from an illness, comes another....
Gosh! I really beginning to hate MAY...

"I WANT TO BE HEALTHY AGAIN"

I missed too many good shows in cinema lately!

DRAN IT....!!!

2008-05-05T15:01:00.003+08:00

Damn....!!
Sick n sick as hell.

But first, sorry for the MIA thingy. I know, and i realise that.
Second, GX, I'll do your tag when I'm much better ok.
Third, Suhailah, congratulations! And may happiness hugs you all around.

It's been a sickening week lately.
Can't chew properly.
Can't open mouth widely.
Can't laugh loudly.
Can't sleep peacefully.
Can't talk joyfully.

Stings everytime....

OTITIS Sucks!!!

And it sucks BIG time!

Thank You.
I appreciate it.
I love you all...
I really do.

JUST FOR YOU

2008-04-21T13:57:00.003+08:00

Well, this entry is especially just for the man I truely love...

I just hope that one day you would understand what I'm blabbering about.

True, memories are meant to be kept, and thats why sometimes you have to be selfish.
Indeed I'm way more selfish than you... Super way selfish.

I just hope that you don't need to tell your friends anything and share everything.
Sometimes, somethings are really meant to be kept by ourselves.
Thus, a heavy memory is then created.

I just pray that one day you'll understand what I saying.

(I really hope that you are reading this and digesting it in your brain)

2008-04-12T20:37:00.003+08:00

You are the BEST BOYFRIEND I ever had....!

N I miss you so much!

A PROBLEM TO BE AWARE

2008-04-04T16:34:00.004+08:00

Sometimes...
Somethings are not meant to be told.
And I finally agree.

Handling problems others faces and handling our own problems are just too difficult to connect...
Overall, it's 2 different thing.
It's easier said than done.
One minute you said this, the other minute, you said that...
Confronting and making clear of the problems sometimes does not make it end as you want.
Sometimes, it brings out the worse condition ever....

When I thought about it, what you said is true.
Somethings are really meant to be kept as a secret.

But I believe that there's a solution in every problem in this world.
Be it small or big, there is a solution.
It just depends on how much effort a person takes to solve it.
It also depends on how many other obstacles you are willing to go through to solve the problem.
Maybe some problems solution is to KEEP QUIET & MUM, while some is to CONFRONT & SOLVE.

Sometimes life is too complicated.
NEVER ask someone the meaning of LIFE.
It's really confusing.
I just felt that the end is coming near.
Too near, but people don't see it.

And sweetheart, it's up to you.
I believe you.
Everything happens for a reason.
And I believe that too.

Just For YOU....

2008-04-03T16:12:00.002+08:00

I LOVE YOU....!!!

2008-04-01T19:16:00.004+08:00

Well....
What can I say...
Definitely havn't been a good blogger =(

Oh well...
Here goes a short post...

Went to Vivo with boyfriend the other day.
Spend the entire day shopping x)
Bought a new sexy skirt and a cute shoe...

OH oh!!!
N he bought me this super nice black Levi's jacket and a white shirt(for my graduation).
Honestly, I have tons of clothes but not a single plain white shirt...
How ironic is that!

I really need a good vacation these days...
Ibu, please sponsor me...
Pretty please...

2008-03-19T09:12:00.002+08:00

I met you yesterday....
I'm so happy...!!!

I told you I was craving for a Clam Chowder.
Within minutes, you came to me and we bought the chowder...
You travelled from CCK to here just to satisfy my craving.

I can really see the future...
When I'm all bumpy with your baby, I know you wouldn't mind all the cravings I'll be having...
Coz I know you'll make me happy...

Hmmmm.....

2008-03-17T14:23:00.001+08:00

My oh my.....!

I thought about it...
And...
I just wonder...

Beautiful Memory...

2008-03-16T14:56:00.003+08:00

Oh...
It's so beautiful.
Very beautiful.
Thinking about it makes my body tingles.
Especially the most sensitive part....
The HEART!

I think...
I melt...
I smile...
I laugh...
I love IT...

Both you and I know....
Very well we know....
Flirting is just a package of Life & Love.
We very well know that you flirted with me.
Exactly on Climb On 2005...

AND

I LOVE IT....

A Friend

2008-03-07T19:02:00.004+08:00

Here I thought you are different.
Here I thought you are better.
Here I thought "well maybe you are a good friend in the making".

Here I thought....

Maybe you really can think.
Maybe you are not the same.
Maybe we can be good friends.

Only MAYBE's, but not....

You came from the same species.
You have the same motives.
You are none better than them.

You...

=====The WORLD IS ROUND=====
It'll return back from where you started.

2008-03-06T17:23:00.002+08:00

Oh well...

Cramps are here, again, as usual..
Makes me SO VERY PMSie...!!!

And....
I'm so not in the mood to blog these days.

2008-02-28T13:45:00.007+08:00

Yesterday when I found out the news, straight to 'CELEBRATION' mood...

Went out in the afternoon to meet boyfriend.

By the time we want to depart, found out that his drink spill all over his box.
So, not a good start to go out actually.
Then, when we get to civic plaza, this idiotic man parked his bike at the entrance of the carpark. How stupid is he....!
Some people nowadays... Are just so self-centred.

Continue on with the day...
We actually wanted to watch Jumper, but then decided on Meet The Spartans.

It's something like Scary Movie and Date Movie.
Super funny. Another version of March 300 but with a lame side.
Maybe for those who do not really know the Hollywood gossips and has not watch movies and shows like March 300, Stomp The Yard, Hercules, American Idol, Ugly Betty, Ghost Rider,Trya Bank Show and stuffs, you might find it boring.
Rating : 8/10

Then, went to eat.
Both fickel minded, not sure of where to eat.
Either Swensen, Seoul Garden, Cavana , BK or LJS.
N finally choose LJS, the easiest choice.

I was almost finish with my food (boyfriend already finishes his)
his mom called.
Said sister wants to treat us Sakura.
SECOND round???
Whoah! Never tried before, so bring it on...

Reached there at 7pm and went off at 9pm.
Can't believe I had several rounds of food myself.
My tummy was superbly bloated, just like 3mths pregnant while his was maybe, 6mths.
Really enjoyed ourselves.
Thanks Kak Nur for the treat.
N ya, Nana did something really funny I won't forget. =D

With that, everyone was outstandingly full, smiling from ear to ear.

One Of The BEST Morning In My Life

2008-02-27T06:44:00.008+08:00

Ohhhh.....
What a beautiful morning.
Now it's 6.44am.
I was having my good sleep when all of the sudden, my hp rang.
Boyfriend called.

Gosh! I'm overly elated, don't know what to type.
Well, guess you'll have to read on further people...
=D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D

Singapore Polytechnic 2007/2008 S2 Examination Results
Name: NUR MULIANI PERDANAWATI

DIPLOMA AWARDED

"Dgn itu, ku menunaikan solat subuh"

Which is right??

2008-02-24T15:54:00.005+08:00

Staying at home for almost the whole week with nothing to do makes me do this thinkings, all are randoms and actually relates with life.

Well, currently I thought about parenting and kids.
Some parents prefer to let their kids out and play rather than staying at home and be a couch potato.
Others prefer their kids to rather stay at home than allowing them out to play because of the danger out there??

So, my real question is : Which one is better for the child???

Ok, think for yourself, do you prefer to let you kids out, enjoying the real world learning the environment on first hand basis and be healthy?
OR
Prefer your kids to stay at home and know that your child is safe at home beside you and not worrying about the real danger that is out there?

As for the bad points, well, allowing your kids to go out and play do have a certain type of danger such as hurting themselves and maybe being bullied by their mates.
If you prefer to let you kid to stay at home, maybe one day he gets too comfortable and become unhealthy, and do not really know what's out there.

Well, both have their pros and cons of course. It's up to the parent to think about their child, which is best for their growing and the way the child learns.

So people, choose wisely.

A Dream Not To Forget

2008-02-21T09:13:00.006+08:00

Has been having this weird dreams lately.
N every of those dreams were abt my climbers chickz...
I kinda miss them alot.
It's so hard to meet them nowadays.

When I looked back at my pics, I believe that I had loadsful of fun when they are ard.
But now...
Some are bz with their school, n one is truely bz with work...
Sometimes I wonder, when are we going to Mak Chickz lagi...?
I really dn't know.
*Tu lah, lain kali jgn asyik climb terus*

I miss you guys...!!!
Oh n i miss you too... =D

It's been 2 days since I last met you.
Wish I could go out n enjoy the holidays with you.
Going out, playing pool, having a picnic, cooking together with you....
But, you are so busy with your nieces and nephew.
Moreover, your cuz just had an accident.
N also, i need to take care of my bro....
I understand, you understand, we understand...

Lovey Dovey

2008-02-18T19:17:00.011+08:00

My halfly anniversary was kinda superb.
Finally after 3 times he never celeberate it with me, this time was awesome.
Everyone celebrated their Valentines Day, while us... our halfly anniversary...!
Ya well, we are not meant to celebrate Valentines Day, but hey, what the heck!
It's our anniversary...!

He's really trying to be patient with the food...

And as for me...

I'm gobbilng down these sweet treats all by myself...!!

Oh ya, btw he also took me 2 this magnificent place for not many knew it (i think)
It's super romantic, super refreshing, super beautiful, super secluded.
We took 1/2 hr to find the exact place to enter. Gosh!

*People, if you want to go there, make sure the person that brought you there knows well of where it is...

I'll try to post the pics as soon as i got the whole chunk of it
BTW thanks Adi for letting Roq knew the place, & thanks baby for bringing me there.

Till then;
Toodles.

STINKS...!!

2008-02-13T17:16:00.003+08:00

Geeez...!!
An awfully disgusting smell is lingering today.
N it's ME!!!
The only 1 thing that is rotting at my house is me.
I've been staying home for the whole day w/o doing anything much and I really can't think of anything to do than just surfing the net, eating and watching cartoons the whole time...

I'm so so super duper buper Whooper bored.( Speaking abt Whooper, i feel like eating BK)
Btw, graduation will be on May, but i don't know when will the results be release. None of my frns knows abt the actual date. Even the school didn't inform us.
Heck with the school e-mail, website, blackboard, SAS and other fancy2 names they called, I'm really clueless...
I've the urge to call my lecturers but, honestly, I'm kinda lazy to talk to them.

Well, suits me right for being such a stone head.
I'll just have to hear the news from Orange instead.
She's super reliable. The most reliable ppl I met in my life, literally.

Guess I should end my entry here.
I'm all speechless...

Till then;
TOODLES

....

2008-02-04T09:34:00.000+08:00

I really dn't know what to tittle this with.
I'm super bored with my life right now.
Since the last paper, i've been going out to almost the whole part of SINGAPORE.
N i really not sure which place heve i not been to.
I want to find a job, but my dad hopes for me to continue study.
I want to contunie study, but i really need to consider my bf...
AAHHHH!!!
I really dn't know which side to go.
All of these things overshadowed my own voice, my own desire.

Really, i got to find the solution fast.
The registration for the UNI is closing really2 soon....

Should i sign up?
OR should i not?

New Life Begins.....???

2008-01-30T10:21:00.000+08:00

Done!
I'm officially done with my examination....!!!!
SP, good bye.
Good thing for me, my last paper was on the 29th, but some can even drag to the 31st.
Well, that's too bad (i'm refering to you, hubby...) haha!
Not to worry, study hard now, and you can enjoy after poly life later without any worries.

Sometimes, thinking about life aft poly makes me wonder, where will I be next?
I still want to continue studying though. But i don't want to use my parents money and still be a burden to them.
So far, Mendaki has kindly sponsor me the poly school fees. But will Mendaki still helps my family. Coz i really want 2 study again.

Maybe part-time study?
I earn some money first, and then study????
But i'm really not sure if there is a part-time study under my course.

HELP!!!
I really don't know what to do....

It's Your BIRTHDAY....!!!

2008-01-29T08:41:00.001+08:00

Happy 27th birthday 2 you sweetheart.....
I know, the number seems to be a lot. But hey, as long you r with me, i'm happy.
How i wish i can celebrate this with you. NVM, we'll celebrate it aft you finish your papers k.
In the meantime, semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki, circled with the people you love n loves you, and semoga the brightest times follows you around....

I love you honey.
(Maybe i dn't show it that much, but if you know who i am inside, then, you know me)

The Final Paper

2008-01-28T13:40:00.000+08:00

Finally, the last paper i'm taking for my final year.
Insyallah i pass all my modules and graduate as planned.
Amin.

Water & wastewater Technology is the last paper, which fall on 29 January; which also is the same day as Baby's bufday.
Talking about bufday's, I havn't even finish my things. Literally.
Yesterday while studying for geotech paper, i took the chance to glitter it...
N now my ruler n my room is full of shiny-shiny glitters. heh!
Gosh!
Confession, till now, i really havn't even buy the prezzies!!
This is the most slackest year for me to plan his bufday.
Blame it on the final sem exam lah.

WELL.....
since tomorrow is your bufday, I'll give you some tips n 'sneak peak' on what will your sketch book look like... Actually, it'll be a discription rather than a view of it.
1. garden theme
2. glittery
3. as per normal, 5 gifts
4. all gifts are really special
5. the concept will slightly be the same as last year
6. overall might not be as fanciful as then
7. i'll be taking only 1 week to finish everything. haha!!

There you go...! Very detailed right.. haha
Well, i guess i better get started studying.
Dn't want to fail my exam.

`Ya Allah, please help me.

Brain Cells, PLEASE work!!

2008-01-23T15:43:00.000+08:00

Semester exam is just 2morrow.
I'm not sure whether i'm ready for this.
This will be the last semester exam in SP.
Insyallah i'll graduate as what is plan. Amin.

Actually now i'm taking a break from SSDCAD. Heee...!
Luckily baby got a new lappie. Now i can surf anytime!!!
Wish i got 1 too...

Baby's birthday is around the corner, n i'm not really prepared for the prezzies!!!
Help.. Help.. HELP...!!!
But maybe this year we'll celebrate after his final paper.
Maybe on the 1st febuary.
I got lotsa things to do. Not even a single thing i did(except for the message)

AND moreover, valentines day n 2 1/2 year anniversary will be on the same day....
Gosh! Bolong deh kantongku!!
hahaha...
NVM, i dn't mind.
It's just for him....

^Love you very much^

So, toodles for now...

I'm Confuse....!!!! Help!

2008-01-08T20:52:00.000+08:00

Gosh!

21 MORE DAYS!!!
I'm dunno wat 2 do....

Someone please help!!!!!

2nd COLLAGE

2008-01-05T20:03:00.000+08:00

2007-12-14T21:06:00.000+08:00

Reports.... N MORE REPORTS.....!!!!

2007-12-12T22:04:00.000+08:00

Typing reports are such an irritating thing.
Looking at the screen, sqeezing your brain juices out, blaring ur eyes at those words. Everything just don't seem to make sense.
Well, that's what I'm doing. Hah!!
Ironic isn't it.
Well, THATS what you call LIFE.

FYP submission is just 2morrow (last week actually, but we manage to psyco the supervisor to extend.. HAHA!)
I'm currently typing everything out.

TAKE NOTE- This person, lets call it 'A', we had a deal stating i settle the 3 PBL's and he'll(YES! It's a HE!) settle the fyp. Fine. Consider it done.
This fwen of mine did 2 pbl(stating 2 help me) but.... easily said, it's rubbish. Litrary dn't answer any of the qns. SO, I redo everything. I was in my 2nd PBL, when something cocked up. The 2nd report was wrong, so I had to re-redo everything. The due date was so damn near, i dn't have time to sleep, n all of my mornin lesson, i skipped(just hope I dn't get any letter for my attendance. Amin)
AND so, i dn't have time to do the last report, n i ask my other grp member to do it w/ the help of another grp member. What for having 6 ppl in my team when I did it alone rite. THIS 2 idiot dn't do anything and want the marks only.
Gosh! how I wish it was them who did the reports.
So, finally the pbl is done, the interview was suck, and i slept well till lately (not even a week of good sleep) this A said the report need 2 submit on Thursday(also the supervisor fault for being so blur and clueless!) and he can't finish it on time yet wants to submit by 2morrow.
DUH!
I thought we had a deal?????!!!

Now, here I am typing my blog. Who else am i to complain if not you rite bloggie.
Baby is too wired up w his stuff, so he told me everything. N I dn't want 2 further burden him w/ my problems.
GTG....!!! Need 2 finish my report. C u later bloggie...

Now,let me introduce you to the cutest girl in town.....
ALIYAH....!!!

B.U.Z.Y.

2007-12-11T13:02:00.000+08:00

Lately has been hectically buzy. N i mean literally buzy.
I'm sorry bloggie 4 leaving u out.

Wat can I say, I myself dn't have the time to enjoy all the fun things available out there. Honestly speaking, I was too buzy being MIA, till I missed out all of the fun things I enjoyed doing.

BAH...! Enuf of the MIA thingy.
Hari raya this year was fun. Not only w/ my family, but w swthrt & frns. AND... guess wat, there's a new person in town. ALIYAH...!! I so swear she's cute.
*I'll upload her photo asap. I swear.

Lots of things happened. Of course lah. Imagine 5mth pass by...
Wow! 5 months passed by since my last update.
Well, thats life. You can't rewind the past and can't go foward to the future.

Guess thats all 4 this update.
C u again later bloggie.....

*Gosh! Wish I have a laptop or a palmtop so tat i can update more....!*

Missing.... N Everything Else

2007-07-23T15:28:00.000+08:00

It's been so very long since I last blogged...
Sorry bloggie....!

Well, it has been hetic for the past few months. Lots of things happened and I dn't have the answer for all of that.

Why isit so hard to find such REAL friends in polytechnic?
Whom you can fully trust, fully believe, & fully know that they wont be a stiletto that will stabbed your back.

Haiz....!!
Too many school things going on.
Once you've finish with something, another thing came out.
3rd year is freakingly stressful!
No matter what, you still won't finish everything.

****
Guess what?
I got this great gift. When I think smoething out of the blue, it'll really happen. Mayb Allah gave me this for a really good purpose.

Exampel is:

When I saw Juli, I was thinking & said to swthrt, "I got the feeling that Juli might b due by this Sunday". Yup! I was right!She really gave birth on 01/07/2007. Swthrt sms's me sayin that Juli is in the delivery room.

I was thinking, & smsed Junhao saying "Eh, what if our group won for earthquake?...." N yes, it did came true. I wasn't expecting much, just the 10 marks for my PC Tech, but alhamdulillah, Allah gave me rezeki. At 1st, they told me I might get 2nd, then next day they said mayb 3rd, n finally, it is the officially 1st prize. Alhamdulillah. My group won 1st prize for earthquake. I really prove the others I can do it.

Enough said....
*I'm loving you so much more than ever....!!!*

2007-05-14T08:41:00.001+08:00

http://www.myheritage.com

DAmNNN..!!

2007-04-17T13:11:00.000+08:00

Am so irritated today...
Hate this feelin...
Hate this surrounding...
Hate you....

Siapa makan cili, dia terasa pedas...

2007-04-16T13:32:00.000+08:00

!...!
It's bn a while since I blogged...!
*Sigh*
Wat do you expect.... ITP was soooo tiring...
I guess the $440/mth I received is SO not worth it...!
I should have receive $200 or $300 more.
It's not that I'm greedy or something, it's just too little for the work I'd did...
Imagine 5 projects for 9 weeks n I get only $900+....
Too down pay rite...!!!!

Even the PM is gettin $3m+ anually...(EXCLUDING THE CONTRACTS....!!!)
Those hard earned money that we Singaporeans made, go to their pocket money...
If I were to be PM, I myself do not need that much money.

In Singapore, there's no nd to b a millionairs....
Wat for?
Thousandairs are more than enough...!
Wat for you want so many money in such a small country?
You can't buy much....
Houses?
Cars?
Land??????
What is there to buy?
Havin to support ur next generations??
GOSH!!!
So when you die, they will b having a happy life by not working???

THERE ARE SO MANY OTHERS THAT NEEDS THOSE MONEY...!

*SO SINGAPORE GOVERNMENT, THINK ABOUT IT....*

2007-02-03T09:55:00.000+08:00

SOooo happy that his b'dae turns out well.... Eventhough we nd 2 wait fer his parents 2 gt back 4rm johor so tat we can use the car, it still turns out well!
N he likes the gifts....
Bt still, I owe u the 4th present syg...
N u still havn't change wat u told me u wanted 2 change.....
...I waiting...
We ate the cookies, watch sm dvds, took sm photos, go Kent Ridge n watch more dvds...
Gosh....!!
I had a blasting fun tat day. Ya, eventhough we dn't go smwhere very interesting, bt still I enjoy it.
N I hope you do dear...

I won't forget these Baby....

2007-01-28T16:09:00.000+08:00

Am oh so excited fer 2morrow....
Baby's birthdae n I'm the 1 gettin jubilantly extraordinarily excited....
Oh....!!! I just cn't wait fer 2morrow 2 come.
I'll b seeing a very happy face 2morrow. I hope so...
I'd spent my past 3 months just fer this thingy thing. Its going 2 b a big relief fer me when 2morrow comes....
Ouh...!
I just really cn't wait.
I just hope my effort is worthwhile.
N my wish is that to see him smile the whole day.

**Dear, you r so special 2 me, n tats y i'm willin 2 do tis just fer you. N only fer you.**

===Btw, had a bad dream last night. I just pray it won't really happen & I won't dream abt it again.====

2007....???

2007-01-26T08:28:00.000+08:00

Wow!
Time past so extremely rapidly fast.
Haiz... Havn't been so loyal 2 bloggie is past weeks... Sowie bloggie.
Thinkin abt it, the last time I blog was during the holidays. N now, its examination period.
I'm really freakin out on how the time pass by.
Soon, its Baby's b'dae....
Its 3 more days n still countin.
ARGH....!! What should I get fer him....?? Hmm I wonder.. HAHAHA....!
-Period-

Well, I just hope I'll do well in studies so tat I need not need to repeat any modules. Tats such a waste of time.
Niwae, I plan 2 also get a degree... Insyallah...
As fer now, work hard, study hard, n win hard.....

*Mummy, I miss you*

2007-01-04T16:38:00.000+08:00

Get Your Sexy Name

2006-12-26T15:44:00.000+08:00

Gosh...!
Its been a while since I last blog.
What do you expect...
I'm rushing to finish all my schol things by 8th January 2007.
Lot more time you say???
Well it ain't fer me. I have every module projects to be RE-done.
Why?
Mayb lots will think.....
My computer crash?
Nope!
My thumbdrive spoil?
Nope....!!!
Some jerk just stole my whole bag....!!!!
Tat person haf alot of guts to just tamper n break someone's bike box just to get
* my bag
* my hp earpiece
* my mp3
* my school things
* my pencil box
* my pens and pencils
* my baby's admin card
n lots of other stuff I placed it in....
Where does tis happened?
PLAZA SINGAPURA!!!!!!
If tat person does haf the guts to do that, well I assume tat IDOTIC person haf the guts to overcome what I had curse specially just for YOU!!!
Enough said!!!!!
I hate to think about it!
Just be wise to think abt what will happen to you lah....!!!

As fer now I'll fully think abt my studies and my future.
I don't want to be a total loser just like tat freakinglyidoticsmartypantssmallbrainbastard who only knows how to break other ppl's bike box and steal their things....!!!

Unmentioned

2006-12-11T09:12:00.000+08:00

I dread goin to school these few weeks.... I just dn't know y.
Is it because of the environment?
Is is because of the "favouring" I'm with?
OR
Is it because of the backstabbing friends I had?
.....
....
..
.
I just dn't know y. The friends I trusted, the friends I cared, are now against me.
WHY????
Is this just the way life suppose to be?
Or is it because as time pass by, people are getting selfish, arrogant, ignorant & overly judgemental????
Why aren't my old friends like this?
Why only now if u befriend with someone, they'll do things like tis?
Why can the friends I knew long ago lasts long?
Why aren't the friends I knew now such a hypocrite???

Is it true that the world is Very Old?
Is it true that KIAMAT is near?

I just really dn't know....
Let Allah take care of this matter....

***Allah, please make my life better****

2006-12-05T16:21:00.000+08:00

Darn....!!!!
My big plan was almost ruined by the very particular someone.....!!!!
After all the cracking of heads, it was almost ruined.... ALMOST!!!
I hope tat person really dn't know what it was all about. N really, I pray that my 3 months plan preparing fer it will not go down the drain.
GOD pls help....!!!
This is a very important thing fer me. VERY very important.
I just hope I was careful enuf, I was diligent enuf, n I definitely wsn't awkward enuf.

=====PERIOD======

Shouldn't tell more abt it.
But I promise bloggie, I'll tell if the time is right. Tat is if my destruction plan is not being destructed by the designated person.
Enuf said ya.....

*******Toodles*********

Say YOURSELF b4 You say Others....!!!!

2006-11-28T13:24:00.000+08:00

Gaud!!!!!
People are sooooooo self-centred.....!!!! N I mean SOOOOO!!!
Hello, who is the 1 who finish up the skeleton?
Who is the 1 who help write part of the report?
W.H.O.????
ME!! N ME alone!
True u guys do 2/5 of the skeleton, bt who finish it up???
Who uses HER OWN MONEY 2 buy lots n lots of glue????
Did u guys share the money??
NO!
Infact, u guys want more....
Wat is tis man????
GEEEES!!!
Just b'coz i dn't put any x-tra info in the presentation, u r acting tis way???!!!
PLEASE la... Think far la...
Still, i did the animation rite???
SO... Dn't i chip in all the things that is required?
A, true u help out in the skeleton makin. BUT DID U HELP IN THE REPORT????
B, true too u did the skeleton 2gthr. BUT DID U HELP IN THE POWERPOINT???
Did u guys think of tat?
All u think is tat, "oh! she dn't place anythng inside", "stupid lor, i give her the ppt, bt it is still the same".
Do u want me 2 b like tat???
Bastard my member n just get the marks????
Hey...! excuss me la. I'm not even near 2 tat lah please...
DAMN!!!! If i want 2, i will just let the skeleton stay at the corner of my bedroom n let it dust.
BUT I DN'T!!!!
If i want 2, i can just dn't care of the damn testing n just mind my own business...
BUT I STILL DN'T DO IT!!!!
INFACT I WENT THERE ALONE. YA U HEARD ME ALRITE....!!!
ALONE. Every1 was with their grp members, n look who's wif me????
N did i emphasis on tat????
Did i make a big fuss over tat????
DID I??? DID I????!!!!!
Y are u so self-centred??!!!!!

*THINK PROPERLY
*DON'T BE ARROGANT
*LOOK AT THE WHOLE PICTURE
*THINK FAR.........